So you may have hiv or some other ‘incurable’ disease. You may be sinking into some dark desperate place, and you may believe that you have no option but to die, or at best live a life supported by drugs and other aggressive therapies!

Are you happy being in that place, if you are in that place. So where are you? What do you want to achieve? What do you want to believe about your illness? What do you want to believe about your own life?

Do you feel that you have the power to heal yourself, or maybe the resources to find a way to get your life back? Would you possibly see your illness as a way to change your life and maybe the lives of others? Do you possibly think that everything happens for a reason and that there may be some higher reason for you becoming ill?

Or do you blame others for your situation? Are you too afraid to accept responsibilty for your life situation?

What do you think would happen if you did believe that you could be healed? What do you think would happen if you believed that you could achieve anything, including healing your dis-ease? What would happen if you saw your disease as an opportunity to grow and evolve and possibly be a inspiration to others? Maybe a shining light for others to follow, to lead them out of their own darkness! What would happen if you took total responsibility for everything that has happened, is happening now and will happen in the future?

You see, I’ve decided that I will believe that I am in the right place, that I will be healed of this disease, that everything really is possible, and that maybe I can be an inspiration to others who will inevitably follow in my footsteps. Yes, that’s right! I am totally responsible for everything going on my life.. I created this situation, and I am creating the solutions that will lead me onto the next stage of my life… If you think that sounds idealistic, and I know it does to some people, then that really isn’t my responsibility. I know that may sound harsh, because I know that there are many desperate people out there in pain.. But who’s going to stop the pain? .. YOU!

Anyway, I’m into day four of my time in Abadiania, and we have four days of rest before the healing starts again.

If anyone is interested in being in control of their one lives, and taking responsibility for their illness, check out John of God, or any other healer of that stature.. the information is out there!!