New Friends October 29, 2007
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Ok, so since I last posted, I’ve made some new friends..I met a couple of fantastic Australian women called Louise and Julie; they’re sisters! I actually met Louise last year, and we hit it off really well then, but this time we strengthened the bond. She may read this so I will have to keep it nice.
I also have a new neighbour, called Ralf, a german guy. He’s gay and very funny, so the last week has been a real good laugh. I think there is some attraction there, but I didn’t come here for romance, and I don’t suppose he did either. But I have to wonder, why are we right next to each other in the hotel, and why have we spent so much time together. What am I to learn from this encounter. He probably doesn’t know this, but I have learned so much from him. I have developed more discipline, especially with my diet. We had a fruit day yesterday, and I stuck to it pretty well, though I did have some cake and Acai, oh and a bit of chocolate. Anyway, he’s a lovely guy, very spiritual, and kinda goodlooking.;0)
We have also been to the healing waterfall three times.. Yes, there is a healing waterfall, which is extremely cold. It really is amazing, and the energy is so powerful.
So, i’ve been here for two weeks now and I still haven’t had a spiritual operation yet. Just meditations. I guess I don’t need them this time. Is this a positive sign? Is my healing journey coming to its end( my hiv healing journey, at least). We’ll see!!!
Tomorrow beckons October 23, 2007
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Ok, today is Tuesday and tomorrow we start our intense healing again. I will go in front of John of God, and receive the appropriate healing; which may be a crystal bed, more meditation or a spiritual operation. So what happens in a spiritual operation? The people who have been selected to receive one will be ushered into the operating room, or intervention room, where we all sit closed eyed. It only lasts about 10 minutes and we then collect our herbs, which support our healing, and get a taxi back to the hotel. We are supposed to stay in our rooms for at least 24 hours so that we can receive the best healing possible. Also, our energy bodies are wide open, so if we come into contact with anyone, bearing in mind most people are sick, then we can compromise our healing and our energy. Let me tell you, it’s tough..
If you knew me, then you’d understand why I find it so hard to stay in a small room for 24 hrs, and not do anything but relax and sleep.
So this is a faint idea of what is happening here in Abadiania, at the Casa of Dom Inacio of Loyola ( or St Ignatius of Loyola). To read about it is not the same as experiencing it for yourself. How could it be, right? So if you have HIV or some other illness that the world says can’t be cured, then you always have the Casa. I was just doing a search on Google, and the amount of information on John of God is huge. So don’t wait for the solution to your problems to fall out of the sky and land in your lap. Be informed, and maybe you will be inspired, and maybe you will wake up in Abadiania one morning and know that you have made the right decision.
Of course there are other ways to heal these ‘incurables’. There are many healers and masters around the planet with extraordinary gifts. I’m just telling you about this one, because this is where I am. Have you ever thought that the greatest healer is yourSELF, and to be yourSELF is all it takes to be whole again?
Another day in paradise October 22, 2007
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So, i’ve been here for nearly a week now, and i’m really getting used to the slow pace of life. I mean, I get up, go for breakfast which consists of turkey ham, cheese, a bread roll and some fruit.. mmmm!! Then it’s back to my room to relax, then if I feel I can handle the pace, I take a walk to the Casa(where the healing mainly takes place).. oh, then it’s time for lunch, which I think is edible..I’m only joking, and stretching the truth just ever so slightly, but it is so relaxing here, which is essential for the healing to take place..
So what are you doing to improve your health? What are you leaving behind, so allowing you to move forward into perfect health? What are you thinking about on a day to day basis? Where are you placing your attention? How are you feeling from minute to minute? Are you being positive? Are you being pro-active? What kind of vision are you holding for the future? Your future!!!
Anyway, enough of the lecture!! I’ll try put some photos onto the blog tomorrow so you can see a little of Abadiania..
What do you want to believe? October 20, 2007
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So you may have hiv or some other ‘incurable’ disease. You may be sinking into some dark desperate place, and you may believe that you have no option but to die, or at best live a life supported by drugs and other aggressive therapies!
Are you happy being in that place, if you are in that place. So where are you? What do you want to achieve? What do you want to believe about your illness? What do you want to believe about your own life?
Do you feel that you have the power to heal yourself, or maybe the resources to find a way to get your life back? Would you possibly see your illness as a way to change your life and maybe the lives of others? Do you possibly think that everything happens for a reason and that there may be some higher reason for you becoming ill?
Or do you blame others for your situation? Are you too afraid to accept responsibilty for your life situation?
What do you think would happen if you did believe that you could be healed? What do you think would happen if you believed that you could achieve anything, including healing your dis-ease? What would happen if you saw your disease as an opportunity to grow and evolve and possibly be a inspiration to others? Maybe a shining light for others to follow, to lead them out of their own darkness! What would happen if you took total responsibility for everything that has happened, is happening now and will happen in the future?
You see, I’ve decided that I will believe that I am in the right place, that I will be healed of this disease, that everything really is possible, and that maybe I can be an inspiration to others who will inevitably follow in my footsteps. Yes, that’s right! I am totally responsible for everything going on my life.. I created this situation, and I am creating the solutions that will lead me onto the next stage of my life… If you think that sounds idealistic, and I know it does to some people, then that really isn’t my responsibility. I know that may sound harsh, because I know that there are many desperate people out there in pain.. But who’s going to stop the pain? .. YOU!
Anyway, I’m into day four of my time in Abadiania, and we have four days of rest before the healing starts again.
If anyone is interested in being in control of their one lives, and taking responsibility for their illness, check out John of God, or any other healer of that stature.. the information is out there!!
Yet another hot day October 18, 2007
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So i’ve had another roasting hot day in brazil. I can’t remember it ever being this hot!!
I’m reading a book by Anthony Robbins, the big daddy of life coaches.. I wish I had picked it up years ago, but then i guess right now is the right time.. It’s a great book for anyone who wants to learn about NLP, coaching, and personal growth.. It may be a little in depth for the beginner, but it is a great book nonetheless.
Anyway, I’m here in Brazil, getting healed of hiv…. God knows how long I have left.. I do hope that this is the last time i have to visit…
So what is it that makes someone decide to see an illness like mine as an opportunity to grow, to change; to see it as a life transforming event. When I found out I was infected, I knew it was meant to be.. sounds crazy, I know, but what other options do I have? Do I choose to feel weak and disempowered? Do I choose to be a victim and allow current human perception to keep me in chains of fear and despair? Or do I carry on and see this life experience as a tool to be who I was born to be. Sounds really idealistic, but then that’s me!!
Please, if you have an illness that doctors have told you is going to kill you or limit you in any way, then ask yourself what is important in your life. Do you want to live? Do you want to create a state of great health again? Do you want to feel that you can beat it? Then, you must find a way. And the best way is to model someone who has done it before you. We live in a world with so much information, so get out there and find it!! One source of great healing and transformation is John of God.. This is where I am. I’m healing. I’m transforming. You can too!!
OK, I’m here in Brazil October 17, 2007
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I arrived here last night.. and my god, is it hot??
Spent most of the day meditating, which was great.. i hope that this is my last visit to Abadiania, but i think it may be a little optimistic. I was told two years ago that it would take four years, so two years to go… genius, aren’t I?
Anyway, it’s about 90degress celsius here at the moment, and I’m far too hot to make any sense, so i’ll sign off for now..
But before I do, I urge you to check out John of God on google.. and if you want to make a difference in your life and want to heal your disease state, then it may help you!!
